Ziyan. :D Fifteen and growing. SuperJunior.
SHINee♥♥♥.DBSK♥♥♥.SNSD♥.F(x)♥.
This is not the reality i wanted.
( Letters, )
Day 1 - Your crush.
Day 2 - Your dreams.
Day 3 - Someone you’ve known this year.
Day 4 - Someone that reminds you of a star.
Day 5 - The person you miss the most.
Day 6 - The person you wish you could be.
Day 7 - The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 8 - Someone that changed your life
Day 9 - Your future spouse
Day 10 - Yourself.
Been a hectic week. With many things going on. Sigh. Sigh.
Anyway, TV's slow. Now then show Startling with each step. :P It's really a nice show with logical plot and touching scenes. People should watch.
So far January has yet to be any fun. It's the third week of the year, yet unhappy things occurred more often than usual. I dislike January always. Start of something new. But not good new.
Camp's coming up soon, and i really hope it's going to be worthwhile. I don't expect much from a studies-based camp cause we're sec 4s, but i do want it to be a time whereby i get to spend alot time with Shan. Ever since the year begun, we haven't been able to really talk for hours like we do last year. I dread amazing race at Sentosa and dragon boating at bedok reservoir. Not because of the people that died there, but, just, i'm not an outdoor person. Sun and water don't match me. I prefer rain and air con, that is of course, i'm not outdoors then it rains. -.-
Looking forward to weekends like since forever.
Which is why a curriculum based life don't suit me at all.
I wished i have someone that understands me like i'm transparent, so that at least to one person, i don't have to explain something explicitly to get myself clear. I need this person to appear in my life really soon, because dear you, i'm exhausted and i want someone to rely on whenever, wherever without me having to ask.
Guess everyone's looking for this person in their lives. Lucky those that already found.
I realised, i didn't even know.
Decided not to go for SS4 still. It's just not the right time yet. They've won the award we all desired, and that's enough for now for me. It's all i've been wishing for them to achieve. I've seen them once, and i know there'll be a second time. Probably till then, i have my full stage. Anticipating. & With the hope that SMTOWN SG will occur, i think, it'll be a much fulfilling experience then. I get to meet them again, them again, them, them, them and hopefully, them as well.
Completed or not, each and everyone of them deserved to be called that name still. They're one, and the same. Hope to the end.
And i'm happy that they all cared for my well-being. Those words they told me, each and everyone, made me felt the concern i had surrounding me. Dropping the subject, for me, is becoming a more and more correct decision. At least, i knew how much they cared. (: I love the three of them.
Times like this i feel watery all over. I suspect the source of all my never ending tears, comes from all the water intake that didn't become pee. LOL.
Not finding, the heaven we promised.
Monday, January 16, 2012, 8:35 PM