Ziyan. :D Fifteen and growing. SuperJunior.
SHINee♥♥♥.DBSK♥♥♥.SNSD♥.F(x)♥.
This is not the reality i wanted.
( Letters, )
Day 1 - Your crush.
Day 2 - Your dreams.
Day 3 - Someone you’ve known this year.
Day 4 - Someone that reminds you of a star.
Day 5 - The person you miss the most.
Day 6 - The person you wish you could be.
Day 7 - The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 8 - Someone that changed your life
Day 9 - Your future spouse
Day 10 - Yourself.
I've never realised how deeply related was the name above to the fanclub's name. Seems like everything was fated still.
Anyway, camp was over. (: Hmmmm, i wouldn't say it was bad la.
Day 1: Had loads of talks about our MBTI test and i just slept mostly throughout the explanations. I'm an INTP, which is said to be one of the rarest types, accounting for 1-5% of the population.
Seek to develop logical explanations for everything that interest them. Check.
Theoretical and abstract, interested more in ideas than in social interaction. Check.
Quiet, contained, flexible, and adaptable. Check. (Well i don't think i'm a noisy person.)
Have unusual ability to focus in depth to solve in their area of interest. Check? Lol, unsure of this though.
The test is very accurate for most people mostly, i mean, one or two parts of the explanations may not fit but mostly, they do.
Then did games, team-building supposedly. Mood was on a constant change and i didn't really enjoy everything. It was funny at times, but those were rare times. Other than that, i was just bored with the games and irritated that some games required us to stand on grass. My sensitive skin gets rashes when in contact with some substance i forgot what, since P4 we had NDP training on the field and my whole legs gets red, small, itchy spots. Not just me, i think Mingsiew has it too. O:
Day 2: Talks about study tips and goals. Boring. Then went to Sentosa for amazing race. Darn, it was really tiring. I was totally worn out. I think my group was the only group that didn't take a single technology-related machine that required us to not waste too much energy on our legs, except the few escalators. Besides that, every group i've asked said they at least took tram, monorail, or bus, or even all. (Y) Bet the runners totally dread our slowness. Our as in me, and two other members who walked. LOL.
Went for a drink with Shan after that and we talked for almost two hours i think. Shiok max because for the camp, we weren't in the same group at all. That made me sian again. I think the two of us enjoyed it, despite feeling worn out. I really liked her group, mine seemed so boring. Sigh x3.
Day 3: Off to Bedok for dragonboating and some 5km run/walk early in the morning once we took our attendance. Long bus rides to and fro.
Dragonboating was fun, unexpectedly. But f the people that splashed water right inside my left ear 4 times. -.- I went momentarily deaf for awhile 4 times. It was tiring, but fun.
5km run/walk was meaningless. I didn't see the reason to do it. Staying healthy was NOT a valid reason. So yeah, just like previous x-country, walked with Mel and Carina all the way. They were adorable, insisted on walking with me and keeping me in the middle. Mel asked me to sing songs so that they could dance and sing too, and i just totally forgot all the songs. Haha, we only sang all the chorus that we remembered. Talked on the way too, and it felt good to just pour everything out. We were one of the last few lol, who cares. During the last 100 metres i guess, we started singing nursery rhymes wtf, and they didn't know alot i'm surprised.
After that went back school and we're dismissed after prize presentation. Won best class spirit. Surprised x3. Changed and went out with table eight to get some bonding done. Ate ice cream, been long since i've eaten since xmas party. Took photos and the shop was playing random songs ranging from Eng to Chi to Kor. And i know all the songs played lol. When Beast's Soom came on, Mel and i got excited and started dancing anyhow when it was 'breathe in breathe out' and i did my adlib of Yoseob's Idk, because it was one of the songs we were singing during the 5km walk. :P
Initiated to play Running man race mission, and they all obliged. Played two rounds, both the mission teams won, without missions of course lol because it was hard to find a mission to do. Went home after that with the lonely trio, Me, Mel, and Carina. Talked and talked and talked and talked. Told them about my dream about Mel dying because of me, and i woke up crying, instantly texting her i missed you lol. I told her solemnly not to die for hell and heaven's sake, because the dream was so real that i cried like f, and i told her i never ever want to feel the pain of her leaving this world before i do again. Be it because of me or not.
Geez.
Camp overall was okay. Rating the annual camps, it'll be sec 3, sec 2, sec 4, sec 1. I don't even remember what we did in Sec 1. Anyway as long as it's in school, it's boring. Throughout the 3 days, talked more with classmates, and spent time with my long-time friends since sec 1. I like my classmates, all of them are either nice, sweet, funny, or just, okay to talk to. Why haven't i known them better last year? X:
Read the whole day, online and caught up with tumblr. Spent like 4 hours scrolling. D: Watched my usuals, WGM and RM then started on my story. Fruitful, relaxing.
Constellations,
Saturday, January 21, 2012, 8:44 PM