Just one more time.

Monday, December 05, 2011, 12:34 AM

You have no idea how hard was it to pass yesterday. Okay well it's 12.35 am now, so yeah it's yesterday. Darn the inner fight occurring between my heart and brain. Brain always remind the heart to wait. Wait. WAIT. W-A-I-T. -.- Waiting is the worst process ever invented on earth, under normal circumstances. UGH.

Well ended 'yesterday' and started 'today' kind of well. Downloaded the ahem, pirated? version of You are the apple of my eye, and watched the whole movie. I don't think it's that nice, i mean, i get it, like the whole teenage love, the pure liking the movie emphasized on. In the end she married someone, and he's wishing her all the best in her life. Is it supposed to be that touching? Because okay little leak of secret, i cry over touching movie/drama/shows scene so easily i hate myself for it. BUT NO I DID NOT SHED A TEAR FOR THIS MOVIE. And all the ahem butt naked scenes and errrrrrr, self-pleasuring scenes really, really, really are unnecessary. NC16 is a very good thing. LOL.

But still, worth watching and it helped in understanding guys' mindset better. I guess, during secondary/high school years, it's really the time you forge strong bonds with people that isn't related to you. And i absolutely agree with the movie that, remaining as good friends after a relationship/rejection is possible and workable and comfortable. Accept it well, welcome another well. (:

Anyway, the movie's overall a 7/10 for me. Kaiji was much better in my opinion. Lol.

I should really start doing some work. Since my story's not going to be completed anytime soon. Honestly, i'm really not ready for sec 4 right now. Maybe tomorrow, the day after, or just anytime in the future. Just not right now. I need, so much time. So much. It's not just mentally i guess? Physically i'm not ready as well. There's no way i'm returning school anytime during Dec. It's the month that concludes the year and there's so many things i want to do in order to make 2011 a great year. That reminded me, Shan, our tuition. LOL. If you're seeing this, we need to do something real soon.

Jayi's in Australia right now i guess. Nougats. Lol. And no, i'm not envious that she went to the country of my utmost want, because the reason i want to go is definitely not for holiday break. And i want to go there, without family. So no. :P Jingyi's probably in HK or GZ or sth i don't know lol, or going soon. Mel should be going Korea soon. I'm stuck with a pathetic neighbouring country. AH FML.

As usual, life's awesome.

I really really really really want to change the skin but god, it's so hard to find something i like. Can i have someone to custom make one for me. Darn.

More posts coming up, it's a month of many many many stuffs. Birthday posts, blogging ideas from my tumblr followers, Christmas wishes, anniversaries, lastly, our new year resolutions. (: We'll look back at my previous resolutions soon. :P See if got complete any.

Blogging ideas suggested:

Some letter challenge. 30-day letter or sth. Lol, edited the original version to something i like more. Let's say, a little, shorter.
Dedication to Donghae. LOL -.- No, i'm not doing this cos i did already. :P
Dedication to DBSK. Uhhhhhh, i'll consider that probably. But mostly no.
Talk about yourself. LOL isn't each post about myself. Something wrong with this suggestion, abit, cute.
Do SJ challenge. Hmmm, soon ba. (:

My followers are, cute. LOL. They reminded me about dedications. Yeah, dedications. Not going to tell you to who. HAHAHA.

Still deciding if i should reveal my list of TOP idk-how many-now, and the song rankings.

And yes, i'm definitely going to complete the shinee challenge. (: It's a bloggy month, ♥

The male lead is, quite cute. (: Seems to fit my ideal type. Conditions like .. err, ah nvm not going to say. :P

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。

(Edited)

Happy birthday Yuri! :D You'll always remain as the top for me, because you're amazing. :)

Happiest 22nd, god bless you. ♥

You're the apple of my eye. :P