Stargazing.. (more...)

Proud of your love.

Ziyan. :D Fifteen and growing.
SuperJunior.
SHINee♥♥♥.DBSK♥♥♥.SNSD♥.F(x)♥.
This is not the reality i wanted.

( Letters, )
Day 1 - Your crush.
Day 2 - Your dreams.
Day 3 - Someone you’ve known this year.
Day 4 - Someone that reminds you of a star.
Day 5 - The person you miss the most.
Day 6 - The person you wish you could be.
Day 7 - The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 8 - Someone that changed your life
Day 9 - Your future spouse
Day 10 - Yourself.

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Summation.
Thursday, December 29, 2011, 7:19 PM

Super Show 3 Singapore. 
TVXQ duo's comeback. 
  • They improved, definitely. Compared to when i first knew them as five but did not show interest in them, the two absolutely showed they were capable of bringing back the glory that once belong to the group. And i've said, Before you go had the luxury of a MV that SM rarely would spend on. KYHD's a album filled with songs that, expressed their everything. Including the emptiness they must have felt. Well, my opinion.

    http://love-tastethbes-t.blogspot.com/2011/03/before-you-go.html 
You're fifteen. 
  • Yup, i grew older. Hehe. And this year had got to be the year i received the most presents, even from unexpected people. The mini celebration i had with, Cards or handmade stuffs always meant the most. I grew older with Siwon, the guy that shared my birthday, but he's about nine years older haha, i've yet to find someone that share my birthday at my same age. Hope to find one soon.

    http://love-tastethbes-t.blogspot.com/2011/04/im-fifteen.html 
SYF, 2011. 
F(x)'s first full album comeback. 
Eclat' 2011. 
  • It was the last performance with the seniors, and i can recall how many hours we spent rehearsing and at the backstage stairs. But the last moment after we all performed, i've got to admit, it felt great. We had one of the longest performances among all the PA groups, so it felt nervous but really great at the same time. One of the best times i have had for a performance. I missed feeling love for choir. Now it's all abhorrence left and i really can't help myself. But i won't skip any next year until the concert's over i guess. That's a promise to Nic i've made silently.

    http://love-tastethbes-t.blogspot.com/2011/06/so-goodbye-dont-cry-and-smile.html
Bangkok, 2011; 2PM's comeback. 
  • Thank god i went in June, cos apparently december was plagued with weird weathers and bombs. LOL. Okay, anyway, if you look back at the pictures then of my clothes, it's twice more messy cos i have twice more clothes than then, after putting the clothes i've bought in BKK in and now KL's and some my sister gave when she moved out.

    2pm's comeback with Hands Up was cute, but honestly the craze went off too quickly. I don't have a deep impression on the song and dance, so i guess afterall, it wasn't a successful comeback as compared to Beast's Fiction, F(x)'s Pinocchio, Infinite's Be Mine, Tara's Roly Poly. I don't personally feel that i need to compare them with 2NE1's comeback with Lonely and IATB, Big Bang's Tonight and many others. Despite the consecutive wins they received for the song, i still think it wasn't that all sensational yet. TVXQ's, SJ's, SNSD's, still take the top few positions for the comebacks of the year along with Big Bang and Beast's for me.

    http://love-tastethbes-t.blogspot.com/2011/06/put-your-hands-up-d.html
DBSK, 5 forever. 
  • Officially in June, i believe i'm a fan of the top group in Asia. It took me more than 2 years to got into them just by a video of minutes. When Mirotic was out with Nobody, taking over the whole asia, that's when i started to notice this genre of music. Instead, i placed my attention on the sensational largest boy group in the world then, SJ full with 13. Which after that, Sorry Sorry era lifted the group status in Asia, with SNSD's Gee. That time, who knew the best would separate into two.. Still, they're now both achieving success and i absolutely adore sub groups now. Then came SJ's many many events, from 13 decreasing to 10, with me crying for people i've never met.

    Those were the times the top notch groups had problems and difficulties and the sea of blue and red merged to became the best friends in the Kpop industry. Both groups understood each other with similar difficulties. Probably that's why somehow DBSK filled my life with SJ too now.

    SHINee remained strong, and i'm thankful. It brings me hope seeing a group intact still. 2pm's Jay's termination didn't hurt me much but as i grew to know that group more and more, I feel, with Jay's presence, that group had much more to show.

    Seems like fate still made me a cassie, and i'm definitely loving it.

    http://love-tastethbes-t.blogspot.com/2011/07/nothing-struck-me-faster.html
HP7 part 2, last of the trio. 
  • I'm just glad i got to watch it with Shan and others. It's definitely a series i'll always love. Emma Watson has been someone i want to be like after watching the first few movies, and she is, the person i think i'll choose as a ideal type if i'm a guy, or bi. LOL. Perks of being a wallflower, with another guy i love since Percy Jackson aired, I guess it's going to be on my must-watch movie. The two fits each other in terms of looks, and acting.

    http://love-tastethbes-t.blogspot.com/2011/07/it-all-ends-here.html
Not so simple comeback, SJ's 5th. 
SHINee World Singapore, 2011. 
Heechul's army enlistment, from ten to nine. 

Eventful month, birthdays and got-togethers. 
Khuntoria's end. 
Man of my life, 25th. 
SNSD's comeback, 3rd full album. 
  • Along with their US debut, this album has got to be one of the best this year like i've mentioned. I liked the song, and The Boys was one of the albums filled with happier songs. They claimed six wins consecutively after SJ's five and rounded up October with them hitting headlines everywhere with SMTOWN's concerts as well.

    http://love-tastethbes-t.blogspot.com/2011/10/girls-bring-boys-out.html
Wondergirls' long awaited korean return. 
  • Clash of the top girl groups. Snsd took victory on music shows and albums sales. However, the quality of their music, their album, i feel that Wondergirls won a little. Their hit song wasn't that all-wow but other songs on the album displayed their vocals. Very much.

    With me indulging in Ukiss and Infinite at the same time, i realised how much i've missed out without UKiss in my life.

    http://love-tastethbes-t.blogspot.com/2011/11/somebody-take-me-away.html  
SJ's sixth anniversary, start of SS4 world tour. 
Ending the year with my short getaway trip from SG's pace. 

Yeah, summary of the year done. 

It's been a fruitful and eventful year, i'll say. Knowing new friends, made my life so much better in a way that i know that there's more than just few people that cares for my well-being. I've got myself loving more people in this way as well. This year, i failed many subjects many times. I've worked for what i wanted and whether the result was satisfactory, i'm still glad through everything, i had people by my side with me. It gives me warmth. 

I became happier in a sense that i'm more cheerful and i know how much each and every person treat me, valued me. 

It's definitely a year i won't forget, for i've met SJ and SHINee. 

Regrets occurred through the year as well, but right now what's filling my mind is all the happy things. 

All in all, i've decided to be someone that chose being happy over anything else. I don't want myself regretting if anything were to happen to me, which i hope ofc doesn't, and if till then i feel like i've not lived a happy life then what the hell am i alive for? Although there's alot i should do in order to live a better and happier life in the future, but come on who are we kidding? Alot people just had wealth enjoying their last few decades of their lives, with their adolescence and teenage years being really uneventful, and there's alot of stuffs that can only be enjoyed for when you're young. Like me. :P 

So yeah, if i have to choose being someone that failed in studies then but for all the time i've idled around, i grew happier and in a sense, more mature, then hell yeah, i'm choosing to be someone without certs but optimism. 

I love myself so much. LOL. Gotta go, it's dinnerrrrrrrrrrrrr time. Hehe.