Ziyan. :D Fifteen and growing. SuperJunior.
SHINee♥♥♥.DBSK♥♥♥.SNSD♥.F(x)♥.
This is not the reality i wanted.
( Letters, )
Day 1 - Your crush.
Day 2 - Your dreams.
Day 3 - Someone you’ve known this year.
Day 4 - Someone that reminds you of a star.
Day 5 - The person you miss the most.
Day 6 - The person you wish you could be.
Day 7 - The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 8 - Someone that changed your life
Day 9 - Your future spouse
Day 10 - Yourself.
Something that's totally taken me. Gosh, my life. I've been having too many people that attracts me recently.
1. Wondergirls.
2. Ukiss.
3. Infinite.
4. Selena and Justin's r/s.
5. Australia
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Of course i've liked some of them before recently la. Just that these days, it's really overwhelming. I know Australia's not a person. Just, ugh you geddit.
I'll trade nothing for all my relaxation these days, for all my catching up on everything i never regretted knowing, and it's pretty contradicting how pissed i can get over natural disasters ruining my main goal in a year-end holiday, yet be thankful that it's not occuring here, right now, and i still get to enjoy everything in a way i didn't meant for. It's like, how God has arranged things to replace one thing or another. Still overwhelming. :)
SHANNNN, I know you'll see this somehow someday. Can we add another stop to the travelling? I've officially decided on my own that it's gonna be Australia instead of Canada being the place i wished my second part of my life is related, deeply i hope lol, to. You can still stick to Canada or any country or state you prefer. I'll be willing to go. :) As to why of this sudden change of preference, rather, decision now, is a myth for you forever. Rawrrr.
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I'll include their song as the one of the top songs i've discovered/known/produced this year. It's been a huge headache trying to classify them into rankings, and though i wished the list would be a surprising one, i guess it's easier to infer from all my hints for the past ten months or so, that who had made me fall deeper in music, something that i believed made this world of mine at its very best. :)
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As to why i've been falling deeper for Selena, is mainly due to her, of course a little bit of Justin, and Ellen. :)
Dam i love Ellen.
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Lala, it's still overwhelming.
Super Show 4 World Tour's commencing soon. May everything go well for the men of my life, and hope each and every fan realises that it was never meant to be a war between family. Hope you get it.
Also, continuing my random confessions of what i like,
#2. I really have something for guys wearing long sleeves. Especially if it's a little messed/oversized.
#3. Black is still a colour that impacts my life. :)
I miss having the discipline to do things i know i have to. But on contrary, i liked having the freedom to decide what i like to do. In the end, it's all up to me right? Whether it's happiness or right, i believe, i'll take the former anyday. :) Afterall, when there's no wrong, there's no right. Instead of always completing what everyone says it's a supposed-to, i'll oppose with what i feel is best suited me and my mood. I know it'll end up not much good accomplishment in my life near or far ahead, but i'll keep the belief i've always held that it's never bad to allow yourself to indulge in the happiness in what this world has, which is slowly decreasing as the pace increases.
I'm totally willing to embrace the bad consequences that everyone defined it as.
SHAN I MISS YOU. ♥
Been long since i've updated so satisfying. :P I feel like writing changed me. :) I think in different angles now. Found someone i really admire online now. Through her words and description of characters and her just, plain perfect plot, i can visualise something happening right before my eyes. And it's a breathtaking feeling. Something apart from listening to live performances by them, and them, actually captures me the same way. STILL OVERWHELMING. LALALALA.