Ziyan. :D Fifteen and growing. SuperJunior.
SHINee♥♥♥.DBSK♥♥♥.SNSD♥.F(x)♥.
This is not the reality i wanted.
( Letters, )
Day 1 - Your crush.
Day 2 - Your dreams.
Day 3 - Someone you’ve known this year.
Day 4 - Someone that reminds you of a star.
Day 5 - The person you miss the most.
Day 6 - The person you wish you could be.
Day 7 - The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 8 - Someone that changed your life
Day 9 - Your future spouse
Day 10 - Yourself.
It's been actually, a few days since i've watched the last episode. I tried so hard to fight the urge to not watch because i know, the ending hurts. In the end, i guess, i wanted to face the reality, together with other fans. I used 4 tissues the 1st time i watched the last episode. The 2nd time i used 4 pieces as well. Just now, I rewatched it again, i used 4 pieces still. I need time :X
Because especially in the last episode, i can really really, feel the love they shared, the care they had for each other, and most importantly, the memories they've had over 456 days. And it's in this episode, that i can for once, strongly feel that Victoria loves nichkhun so much more, and it tells me how much she really really enjoyed being with such a prince, with a house, a car, and many events planned for her, telling her, you can cry if you want.
And the last card message she wrote for him, "...... Nichkhun's wish of me crying, i'm sorry i can't fulfill it. ....."
But the true fact is she cried so much over the ending. And he knows.
They know, they understand, they accept, and they ended.
I absolutely love this couple, from day till day 456, i've also spent with them. Their hugs, their sweet arguments, their each and every memory gave me expectations to a happy married life. Sigh, now that they're over, i don't know what to expect anymore. Hmmm, haha. I accepted this well, though with tears, i'm really glad this couple existed. They fit each other like how well each and every band/group completes their group.
"You know, i'll always be by your side... right?" -Nichkhun. 31/8/11
You can cry now.
Thursday, September 22, 2011, 11:26 PM