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Friday, April 15, 2011, 8:27 PM

Yup. I'm done crying over it. A gold. I can suppress everything. (: Commonwealth Chorale is always a GWH in our hearts.

Yesterday was SYF. Early in the morning was singing in school, then went to SOTA. Had our last rehearsal, visualisations, calming ourselves and. Yeah, we're on stage. Nervous but weren't to that extreme. Probably cos i knew there were 70+ other people standing with me, and there's nothing to be afraid of. It's my 1st SYF, most likely my last as well. Sang our songs and before we gonna sing our last song's last line after all the laughing, i was already tearing. Every single thing just came back to mind, all the morning practices - trying to reach some high note that usually we can easily in the afternoon; all the singing infront of the school - to overcome stage fright; all the saturday practices, vocal camp, sectionals, combined practices, workshops, exchanges - to improve on every small thing, even if each practice, we only learn one thing better/correct a small mistake, it was still memorable. And yeah, in that 10 minutes, we put in all our hard work for the past 4 months or so? And it was over.

Everyone cried. Well, not all but most girls. We hugged each other.

Mr Foong said we're good.

Mr Kwei said he's proud of us.

Mrs Cheah said we're brilliant.

Teachers all said we did a great job.

Seniors who graduated said it was awesome.

Each and every person seemed to hint a little that there was a chance for GWH. Probably this was why when the news broke out to us, i just. Don't accept it.

Okay i know i said i'm done crying but yeah, tears just roll down laaaaa. LAST TIME i promise. :P

I'll never forget how my SLs tried their best to make us remember our dynamics, timing and other stuffs. How the seniors tried to make the almost-impossible mission, into a almost-possible one. The test on everything of the songs. The visualisations. Everything.

Shit mans, i think i just made it harder for me to accept that they're gonna step down and leave choir. Talked with reine about this and she tried so hard to convince me. Gosh. I dread this as much as i dread growing up.

ANYWAYS, it's over. All the best to Chinese dance! GWH! :D

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Okay, shall update my life abit. So next time i read my own posts, there's more for me to reminisce. :P

My fifteen birthday:

Received wishes through calls, texts, fb, and in person. Really enjoyed my birthday. Had probably most hugs ever in a day. Received gifts and cards from the people i've mentioned in previous post. There's some belated ones: NICOLE LIM, NICOLE LOH, SHERMEL, JEIDY, ZHIMING, CHERYL, YIJIE.

Thanks to those who hugged me too. Too many to remember (: Think i still felt surprised Jing Hui hugged me. :P HEH.

I still remembered how happy i felt that instant. It's like everything's really behind me. I've tried so long and hard to really let go. Every small thing that reminded me of you, is forgotten slowly. I'm glad.

I'm thankful for the moments, so glad i got to know ya.

Melody's fifteen:

Went JP to get her a present and small cake before showing up at her door. That meanie didn't wanna open the gate for me so i had to act like i was a resident and sneak in the condo, as always. :P Talked and crapped until the guys came. Did hidden camera cos they were so boring, kept watching TV. Sixuan acted she's angry and upset over them, and they really believed for a moment. Leonard came into the room representing the guys to apologise and others were outside doing some funny stuffs to cheer her up. Wanted to turn leonard into our act as well but i think he went to tell the guys and then they started to act angry. LOL. -.-

Well, then blahblahblah, some unhappy stuffs, but ended up happy playing murderer again. Then, had bbq! But i didn't eat anything but watermelon and water. Started to have a fever. Cut the cake and had cake smashing except me cos i objected violently cos i wasn't feeling well. So warm and tired and didn't want to waste energy running away from the cake and washing my face. I was really really unwell. Felt like going home, but i remembered i still have to eat the cake i bought with melody alone, which means i had to wait for everyone to go home 1st.

Did cleaning up and went up to continue playing some games. Slowly they went home one by one, and took photos before leaving the house. Finally, ate the cake with mel and shared with her sis and another slice for her bro. WAS TASTY. Purposely bought strawberry flavour so i can eat cos i can't eat chocolate. Went home dead tired with my brother whom i called to come and walk me home.

The other day i didn't went school when it was her actual birthday. Sorry babe.

Yeah. WORDY LIKE @#$^. NEVERMIND, i like words alot. :P

Anyway, i'm looking forward to this so so much. Krystal+victoria♥♥ F(x)'s comeback! Woohoo.

WHEEE! :D